sleeping sun.

Oh boy, something kept me awake last night far too late - and unfortunately that something was not NaNoWriMo as I hoped, although I wrote quite a bunch in the evening (considering I had zero idea of what to write). However, that something was SOMETHING I want to discuss with one Spanish friend, who I haven't seen in ages. I really really miss him a big time.


I have emotional problems! I, me, for God's sake, who tried her best to avoid such things as love and falling for someone and getting heart broken. Now the truth is that I feel super insecure without that one person. I am more myself when I'm with that person than without, which is just weird. I lack confidence, I lack everything I built the whole Summer and pre-Fall. This sucks so badly, just saying.


Please don't keep me awake no more nights.