i know that words are not always what speak.

How would you define yourself? Are you the girl, the boy, you see when you look at the mirror? If so, why aren't you smiling? Where is the spark in your eyes, where's the trust on yourself, where's the acceptance? You should be able to like what you see, and if you're not, you are immediately claimed to be an insecure individual. It is not just about your thoughts but also the pressure that surrounds you all the time, people asking you to like yourself while they judge you. Instead, you should let only God judge you. Easier to say than to act in real life, right?


Say to yourself: I'm capable of more than it seems. I am strong, I am beautiful and I can. People don't necessarily see, who I really am inside, but I will if I want it strongly enough. You don't even have to say it. You can think, and you will know it. Your beauty is envied by so many people that they forget your personality, but you know that you have both of them - and both of them are incredible, originals and unique. 


Your smile lightens up the whole town. Your intensive look causes butterflies in someone's stomach. You drinking morning coffee wakes up the streets, exactly as you wanted to, Elizabeth Egan. 


It's your love that makes you happy. If you take love lessons, you will learn how to walk through tough times and how to enjoy the really good ones. It should be the reason why you are cheerful today, or why you are not, but after all, it is all there. Your acceptance that you learned by surprise. Your hope that you won't give up no matter what happens. And your perfection that gives you the direction how you should act. You are amazing, but didn't you already know that? 


I'm sick and tired of wining all day long. My life is fabulous just the way it is. The music makes me happy. I dream of the things that might never happen, but hey, at least they happen in my dreams. Make it real, even if it seems impossible. Walking down the aisle in ten years in the music of After Afterall by William Fitzsimmons is possible, it's not too much to be asked. Nothing is too much. Everything is there, in your life, so make it happen.