i want to feel all the chemicals inside, i want to feel.

Don't tell me if I'm dying, I don't want to know. 
What if you only had that often thought one day left? What would you do? 


Would you dance? 

Would you drink the best hot chocolate ever?

Would you get a tattoo?

Would you make love? 

Would you write a letter?



You don't have to, you know that. You could just lie in your bed, dream and keep the power you already have. You can try and remember how your skin feels like, how the morning coffee tastes in different parts of the tongue, how the wind shakes the trees and how the silence in your room is not complete. 
You should try to be. 
I think I might and do that sometime soon, even though I'm not dying. I want to live, peacefully, without any rush. Forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made me smile. I want to remember how the sun smiles, how my best friend opens the door and how people stop staring if you take a glance long enough. Do you also want to be? Oh, and how would you like if I wrote you a love letter?