from the moment that i met you, and each moment after that.

Sometimes you forget that the people you love but haven't seen in a while actually mean more to you than you thought they would. That was the most unclear sentence ever. Anyways, what I really meant to say is that those people with who you haven't hung out for a long time can be a lot nicer than what you expected. That when you finally meet up with them, you realize that you would have wanted to spend even more time together. Or that simply, you just love them so much. 


I have that moment every time with almost all of my friends - this year has been fairly good in the process of "keep your real friends close and stop spending time with the ones you don't care so much about". A day feels like forever, when you cannot be with them. A week, and the withdrawal symptoms start to flow in your body. A month, and you can't recall the face or the voice anymore as you wanted to. Compare this with the family statistics: a day "YES FINALLY SOME TIME ALONE!", a week and your energy level has risen up high, almost with the possibility to approach the skies because you seem so cheerful. And a month, "well, it's not that bad". 


Thank you, lovely, that you opened up my eyes one more time. I want to spend more time with you. And you. And some of those I haven't seen since... forever.