kiss me slowly.

10. One thing you've lied about. 


Just one? This could be easy, considering there are many things that have turned out to be white lies - not that I'm proud of any of those "I was at home around 12pm" when I really came home at 4 o'clock etc, but I'm going to reveal something that only rare people know about. 


All my childhood close friends think my first kiss was, let's call him, A, when I was sixteen. To make it clear, A was somebody that none of my friends ever met, because he lived so far away. Honestly, he wasn't the first one. I had kissed (actually several times) this guy, let's say, E, couple of years before my secret A even came to the picture. E was my first real crush, one year older than me, a man I thought I would hang out until the end of the world. Well, the end of the world came when new school began and we haven't spoken ever since. My friends didn't know about E, because I was a bit ashamed of it, completely due to the fact that everyone knew him. Nowadays we don't talk too much about first kisses and stuff like that so it's easier to forget about him (not necessarily a positive thing). I sort of miss him, too. Aww.