she said you don't even care.

20. Your best sexual experience / your sex life or lack thereof. 





I'm seriously regretting I even started the challenge. It's way too personal, I wanted to stay anonymous, unknown, just one in a six billion. But since I began this, I'll finish it as well. 


I'd love to say the first time, but not really - not really really really. Not at all. Hmph.


There was this way better, let's call it, occasion, when we were having a sleepover with a good friend of mine. We watched this movie and I'm trying to remember the name but I can't (the name would be significant for the story, but sorry). It was so late and we were so tired, basically sleeping on the couch. In the movie, the only sex scene was this kind of "virginal orgasm", let's say. That sweet main character, a guy, fondled the girl's skin with a rose, yes a flower, all over her body and as far as I remember, whispered some cute things, letting the girl to relax completely, but in a very sexual way. It's real tough to explain that scene, you should see it if you haven't, but the point is that... well, we smart teenage girls decided to try the same, with tiny changes. I wouldn't say it was meant to be in a sexual way, because we had zero sexual tension, zero sexual chemistry, but in a way that we would just be present in the moment, enjoying that and especially feeling the touch. 


We didn't have roses so we substituted it with some other flower that my friend's mom had on her vase, and tickled each other in the pretty dark room, and it felt good. God, I can say, it felt goooood. In a far too sexual level. 


That's all. 
I already told too much, shame on me. I am so hesitant to make this public, no one knows except me and my mysterious ex-friend. Though it was better than sex has ever been to me.