this is to new york city angels.

Learn something new everyday: Never give up. You should've known that since you were a kid, but if not, then try it. It's not a skill, it's your inner strength. And once you keep doing the thing that seemed so difficult, challenging or scary at the beginning, you realize that even your inner power gains more strength. It's a circle. (Vicious circle, you might say.) At the end, the grand finale is dependent on not only your current energy level but also your strength. You are stronger than you think you are - (cliché but) crying is not the sign of a weakness, it only proves you're alive. 



What would have dad said if I gave up something so simple as mowing the lawn, just because I had to try a few times before the machine actually worked? Surely my guardian angel would've been so proud of me. Read poor sarcasm. 


Fact one: Dad used to be my best friend always when R was not around. He knew everything without reading my journals.